It's Been a While

A friend of mine saw him last night. I haven't talked to her yet, but I'm dieing to know how he looked, how he sounded, how he smelled. I'm anxious to know. It's been about a week since I've seen him. I've been trying to immerse myself in work and home to keep my mind away, but nothing seems to work for very long. Soon enough, my mind comes back. Naturally, I can't discuss this with my husband. Poor thing. He knows about my feelings and goes along for the ride. He will even take me to the places I know this man will be. My husband doesn't play second fiddle in my life and he isn't a consellation prize. My husband is everything to me. But, I have had feelings for this man for so long that I don't think I can stop.